Hi I'm still alive. I'm currently in the middle of making a short film as a final-year project, or a 'thesis film' to make it sound all flowery and professional. I've been actively involved in the poster/namecard designing and website-managing process.. Who knew that ditching math and science homework for hours spent on photoshop and coding websites on notepad has proved to become useful 5 years later?

Ditching homework is totally fine, guys. As long as you know what you're doing and what you're doing it for. It's been really fun and it's only the beginning wooohoooo! Check out my film in the making:

SUMMERANDITSRAIN.COM

I'm the editor as well as the art director. How insanely cool does that sound? I'm not exactly amazing in both areas. I'm lucky to have people trust me with both positions. Really thankful. Can't wait till we start shooting in about 3 weeks holy fucking shit. Gotta have to show off my namecard in the next entry.

It's been more than two months since I've last updated. A lot of times I'd wanted to pen down my thoughts/feelings/daily happenings, but lately I've been contented with keeping things to myself. Maybe it's a phase, maybe it's a growing up thing, I don't know. As I get older every year I find myself wanting less, being more reserved, caring less about things I once threw my whole self into, being more cautious, being more aware, being more realistic...it's starting to get no fun at all. Or maybe it's just been the past semester. All the work and some...things...that's making me feel empty. Or maybe I've just been in a rather blue mood today.

Anyway I hope I get a job, at least for the month of September. And then the new semester will come rolling 'round and it'll be 6 months of film-making. In the meantime I wonder if anyone would purchase my paintings if I decide to paint to earn some bucks :/ Neeeeeed to save up for short film! I'm not that bad at painting apples... Ha.

There're too many photographs from the past semester for me to bother to sift through and edit, so here's a set of photos from a happy day:





( clouds are falling to pieces, covering the ground )

School is no joke. It's only the 5th week but it feels like we're reaching the end of the semester. No idea how many lunches I've skipped and then go on to spend more on a late lunch or dinner. Social life at this point is still not very happening but my calendar is still packed with things school-related. Even my outing with Zhuang last week was for some school stuff. My next two weekends are my filming weekends and although I'm looking forward to that, well...school is my life. On the bright side, cross-leveling means hanging out with more people! (In school, at least.)

From the two photos below, it is evident I need another wave of new clothes ;(





( i should be working on my script right now )

Tan. Long legs. Nice arms, nicely fitted pants paired with loafers sans socks. Hair not too long, not too short. Laidback and charming. My very own guitar boy. C'est toi pour moi, moi pour toi.

Bryan: I don't know who you are. I don't know what you want. If you are looking for ransom, I can tell you I don't have money. But what I do have are a very particular set of skills; skills I have acquired over a very long career. Skills that make me a nightmare for people like you. If you let my daughter go now, that'll be the end of it. I will not look for you, I will not pursue you. But if you don't, I will look for you, I will find you, and I will kill you.