26 September 2014 @ 12:06 am
this is the first time i'm getting decently paid for a job i'm in love with
this is the first time i actually feel worried that all of this will slip through my fingers
i don't mean i could lose this job, but it's more of i want to work with this exact team of people for a long long long time..

why are half of them interns who are gonna leave by the end of the year??

i foresee myself having separation issues.

24 July 2014 @ 02:36 pm
so i go to a casting and the people are great. next thing i know, instead of booking me for their catalog photoshoot, they hired me as their junior stylist HAHAHAHA. full time job!!!!!!!!
17 July 2014 @ 10:30 pm
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king & queen
15 July 2014 @ 02:02 pm

Actually any of Paul McCartney's live renditions of Hey Jude will bring me to tears.
09 July 2014 @ 01:01 am
I've been juggling freelance production work, part-time retail and modeling. My face even made it to the big Cathay screens for a short film that's being screened before "Begin Again" (awkward thanks/no thanks to very desperate friends who still owe me Korean bbq as payment? Hahahaha).

Am in between switching agencies and it's currently looking pretty cool despite my current complicated situation. Living month-to-month on a tight budget really isn't healthy but I'm 23 and taking chances and 30 years down the road when I'm penning my autobiography I'll stop myself and be like "fuck I don't actually have to do this" and walk out to my balcony that's overlooking a beautiful city hugged by the purple hour, with a warm mug of green tea in my hand and the love of my life taking a nap next to our cat on our bed.

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Do I even smile in photos lol gee.