15 April 2014 @ 02:03 am

It's mid-April. I've survived a tough tough tough 2 months working non-stop on a TV production that made my 10-day vacation in Tokyo feel extremely well deserved. It's been about 2 weeks since and I'm slowly catching up with friends, doing things that bums do and trying to stay away from too much activity. I wish to push myself into doing some personal projects soon. Other than that.. am really missing Tokyo :(
31 January 2014 @ 07:14 pm
"At first we kept saying: 'We're going to beat it. We're going to beat it.' Then after awhile we began to realize that we might not beat it. Then toward the end, it became clear that we definitely weren't going to beat it. That's when she started telling me that she wanted me to move on and find happiness with somebody else. But I'm not quite there yet. Not long ago a noise woke me up in the middle of the night, and I rolled over to ask if she needed anything."

19 January 2014 @ 06:27 am
it's 6am because i don't know? trying to condition my body into keeping up with juggling 2-3 projects of varying weights at the same time. something like that but not really. i think i'm just greatly lacking alone time. 7 days a week, working all day and night unless i'm sleeping, makes school seem like a piece of cake. also, working with clients who don't seem to have their things together can be really frustrating. doing revisions 4, 5 times just because they decided to change or add some information is horrible. especially more horrible when they're also too busy to reply my e-mails in the day and only surprise me with chunks of notes at midnight and when i have a 1.5h commute to the office for another job in the morning.

thinking too much about work my brain might explode any time. maybe i should try berocca?

the respite i'm looking forward to right now are the music fests and tbs gig i'm going to. one thing to look forward to in each month that i'm working! and then it's t-o-k-y-o with my bests. that thought should keep me alive.

i miss dinner catch ups with friends. please call me in april.
05 January 2014 @ 11:35 pm
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04 January 2014 @ 04:52 am
if my greatest wish can't come true,
i wonder if these wonderful years will be enough as consolation.
i always wish we had it easier.
but agmh, you are most worthy.

to explain the extent of my patience:
i can hang on until you can't.